Shattered

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight.
The future's open wide, beyond believing.
To know why, hope dies.
Losing what was found, a world so hollow.
Suspended in a compromise.
The silence of this sound, is soon to follow.
Somehow, sundown.

And finding answers.
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home.
Passing the graves of the unknown.

As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading.
Illusions of the sunlight.
And a reflection of a lie, will keep me waiting.
With love gone, for so long.

And this day's ending.
Is the proof of time killing, all the faith I know.
Knowing that faith, is all I hold.

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all.


And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all.
Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight.
-Trading Yesterday

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For the past two months I have been going through some of the roughest patches of my life, I have had to almost every night rewatch myself falling backwards off my horses back. If I had not had a helmet on or my vest on I may not be here today. Because of that fall I had given myself a concusion, most days spent not truely knowing what was going on around me. Around the middle of Novemeber almost a month after my accident our house split apart. My mother had been cheating on my father. Since that day we have had a huge was one after another. I was unable to ride, I fell to state of dispair. I am still in this state. I have no friends or family that live near me to help pull me out of it. I pray every night to god, wishing for the next day to be better. It is hard on me. My mother's side of the family does nothing, but forget about me, they focus on my mom and my cousins, missing the one who is losing her light. I am slowly day by day losing the will to fight. I am just lost.

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Tools Wacom Tablet, SAI
Layers 5
Reference fav.me/d6p6185 (C) of *Colourize-Stock
Horse Dancing With A Devil
Breed #Global-Achak-HA (Note: Wings are normally not present)
Art, Dancing with A Devil (C) of *blackwing-fang